INVISIBLE

TODAY...

AGAIN...
Everyone is just gone... like they did always...
All gone...
Left me alone in this stupid box...
In this cold night...
In this dark room...
Again that I hate being alone...

Well
It seems like no one cares..
No one see...
No one heard...

Well... who cares...
I should just get used to it eh?...o-o
But it just so hard...

Sometimes i wonder..
If I just simply dont get home for a day...
Would anyone notice me?

Notice that i'm gone? 

To think of this...
I think i did this once...
Gone for a day...xp

But they seems like nothing...
When I got back around 4 in the morning...
Still no one is at home.. I just hate this empty house..
I just hate it...

Even now.. already morning..
Still all haven't come back..
I guess even I left the house in the middle of the night..
No one would know or notice me..^^

I guess I should just be like this..
Get done with all my stuff and get lost from this place..
And never came back..
Since what i want is so far from my grasp...
I guess I should not try hard to grab it
But look it from far behind...

And stay unnoticeable like I used to...

MEET AGAIN....XP

Planned to meet at Bugis today....
Around 12.40pm

Went to Mrt Station....
O-O

We went to eat...then shop awhile...

Went to LAN shop play L4D though....very fun...xp
ViuViu, Oldman, Wilson, and Ahpo ....^^ included me 5 of us...
Today is a first time I met Ting though...^^

We have pretty much fun together....then they all went to play games... O-O In playpark...xp
After that we went to Bishomon...o-o Wilson call it Pokemon,,,LOL

EAT RAMEN...XP

then we shop awhile...xp
After that we dismissed...^^ around 7 something since Wilson need to go back to the Army... ViuViu went to meet her friends...^^
When I reached home already 8 something at night^^

bath then play maple awhile then go sleep...xp

Last~!!

last day in melaka...with my friends...

I'll be following them back to SG later at 4 pm...
Woke up around 11...=.='''

Too drunk wakakaka....xD

XP
Then after prepare we went to Hotel Seven fetch them then we go for DP... Shop awhile...grap something to eat... we ate A&W... O=O
HAHA....since the times are cramp we didn't shop much....
Oldman go Adidas find his....something something o-o a shirt...Not sure what it is....xp

Then we go off to bus station...xp oh right before that....we also went to San Su Gong...they went to buy something...xp

Then go go station...... reached SG almost 9....already 8 something at night though...xp
then waited for my aunts to come and fetch..=.=

FUN!!!

Woke up at 8.30am.... around there...

Get ready to go fetch my friends though....oldman, viu viu they all....
have been fun and god damn tired...=.=''

Went to stead houser....or you can say history red house....
Walk all day long over there...then straight went to Jonker walk....LOL

wALK Alot...=.='''
Feet pain ....xp after that we went to eat seafood.... lala...clam and stuff... behind the old street...o-o
Dunno what they call that...

Then I went back for a bath after that...very hot...swt a lot...zzz

Then again meet them around 12 something then we went to pure bar...xD
First time I drank 3 bottle of beers... a slightly drunk i think....wakakaka....xD

Then went to eat asam pedas....but cant compare to pasar burung there....
Not that good....xp
I ate 2 plate of rices....O-O

Go back home then I straight have a shower then straight to bed.... xp Sleeeepppp zzzzzZZZ.....

Journey Starts

Today is 4th June....going to JB later at 5pm...xp
Going to fetch my friends tomorrow.... to come melaka and play~

7.45pm... Reached Melacca...
Aunt Qin Fang came to fetch me and my bro since my bro companied..me... ^^

Then we went to amway meeting...something like that...=.='' since my aunt late for it...we went...together... Boring hahaha....xD
....
tHen we went for dinner...or suppper you can say...xp
Then go home sleep....
But i cant sleep so i stay up reading my manga...xp =.='''

Untill 6.30am only i went to sleep...... zzzzzzZZ

Speechless

Is a very boring day... Started my first drawing at RMD though..xD

Very boring till i don't know what I should be doing...Nothing to do actually..

Wanted to draw though...but, well...am not good enough yet..

Been thinking...shall I took the animation course... or maybe after what am currently studying...?

Well am not really know...

I feel very lost some of the times...not knowing what I really want makes me feel very unsecured...

Feel that sometimes what I have now...What I have been doing now is not what I desires the most..

Not what I love the most... 

Am I lost? Or Am I just confuse in the moment?